Yesterday while at work, my new colleague saw a song of Raymond Lam 林峰 in my laptop and she then started asking if i alwz chase after HK drama series...due to that, we ended up talking abt Raymond Lam and other HK male actors for a short while.

At night, during my sleep, I dreamt of Raymond Lam!!! Can't believe such ridiculous thing can happen, hahaha...

perhaps i did not put myself to sleep properly and thus i dreamt..but never thought that it could be Raymond Lam, hoho, ridiculous, agn. During the dream, he was sitting beside me and i even asked him which one of his own songs is his favourite..

 

Today, on my way to office, the radio fm played a small part of his song eh. All my colleagues LOL when i told them abt the dream:D. Due to the dream effect, I kept on listening to his songs during working time:). My colleague also 'acknowledged' me when she listened to his songs:).

 

After all, it was ridiculous but a rather nice dream, handsome handsome, :D

 

 

正如我们常爱哼唱的一首梁静茹的歌~“想念是会呼吸的痛，它活在我身上所有角落。。。。。。。想见不能见最痛。”

 

两个月半的蜜月期就酱结束了，你是我在EY最美的遭遇。。。

想到以后没有你一起工作的日子，我的心整个都空了。。。

想念你在我面前撒娇的样子、想念我们一起嘻闹的时光、想念我可以在你耳边用‘chiu chiu'逗你的日子、想念你陪我一起下班和在车里飙歌的日子、想念我们之间微妙的默契。。。还有很多很多。。。

连我自己都能在字里行间感受到和你相处时的快乐。。。

很舍不得啊， 可是没有办法。。。我们的合作期就只有两个月半， as per schedule...

Miss BelleNice Tan Sze Yee 陈诗怡。。Thanks for all the memories and company!

 

p/s: 我们连姓氏都是一样的！酷吧？！

 

 

 

Happy New Year 2009 to everybody!..2009 dy...

 

How did u celebrate urs?

How has ur 2008 been? looking 4ward to 2009?

Any new resolutions for 2009?

 

This year, my ideal celebration is to get drunk in the pub or at somewhere else, along with frens...

oh, 2008 was a long long one...ya, too long...hmm, 2009 mah, already can foresee what will happen...

new reso? havent accomplised most of the acccummulated old resolutions yet oh...

 

The feeling was complex when the last sec of 2008 passed..and the complex feeling still remains now..did u feel the same? anyway, was still able to feel excited and touched, esp while watching the fireworks at TV..wished i was at Taiwan then so as to be part of them..new yr eve in Taiwan is alwz that happening and fun..

 

Any new yr wishes? my wish will not come true de...

 

Hopefully tomorrow can go to MidValley ler, craving for shopping and movies er...

 

Bought urself any new yr presents? hehe, i dunid this excuse to buy myself stuff..can buy it at anytime i would like to:P

 

Guess we all hope our 2009 will be happier than prior years...happiness~a very common, pretty simple, but superb greedy wish, u know?

 

Perhaps most practically, to enjoy the last holiday first no matter what kind of thoughts u have for new yr, right?...hav fun ya...

 

 

 

 

Yes, let's go the best pub in town and get drunk tonight..which one is the best pub?~the one I'll be in~:)

 

Yes, let's spend a romantic and happening Xmas holiday in Singapore...

 

Yes, let's go to witness the 2009 countdown at somewhere in the town at new year eve...

 

Yes, let's anticipate the opening of a lakeside cafe where there'll be somebody playing guitar and singing love songs at night~the so-called English package...

 

 

I wish I could say YES YES YES YES to all these..but I just can't...

I would have said YES if I ever could...

Tonight is EY annual dinner eh...i missed it agn...

last year i was in bintulu during the annual dinner...thus i din attend...

this year i am here..but how come i din go? probably not feeling ready to go..alto i did once consider to go...

Would i have the opportunity to attend it in the upcoming year? may be i will have left before the annual dinner lo..unpredictable ar...

what are the ey staffs doing now at Shangri-la Hotel?..eating, chating, drinking, dancing, walking around?....

So difficult to plan out a free weekend…so stressed out to come out with a pleasant and reasonable way of telling superiors in advance that I dun wanna work at office this weekend…so looking forward to a reunion date with Shanyce Chou, the little gal my mom babysat at her 2 mths old tomorrow...so worried throughout the day abt the unfinished work...tried so best to bear with the messy accounts and laziness and slowness of client till 7:30pm, with the thought that a lovely tomorrow is awaiting me…so relieved when the day is over and tomorrow is approaching …so eager to bring her to a grand shopping complex, to have scrumptious food at a lovely resto, to cinema, to buy her a good present, to eat ice-cream, to 民歌餐厅for the live singing performance there, to take many good shots of her...imagining her walking around and making noise inside my house, listening to her mature yet funny sayings and her life stories after a year plus..everythg everythg...

So so so....In the very end, I now have been 放飞机！！! !!!!

Not her fault as this is totally not at her will while she so much wanted to come over to my house…her mom cant bring her over for reasons…she should be very very heartbroken now…but on the level, I am not any at all less heartbroken than her…

I dun need this kind of jokes in life, plz…

OT-ing in office now, gonna work overnight till next morning...i dun wish to, but i have to..due to kind instruction by a new senior..

SAD......

And i miss my new colleague~Bellenice Tan's company...she can make me laugh while working due to our childish and funny 'disputes' throughout the working hours...

 

Before the day ends, would like to wish my two frens ''happy 24TH bday" again!!!24 dy ah, beware ah, lol... 

 

(Written on 21/9/08-Sun)

 

Hi, how are u all doing? I’m missing u all leh…

Was bz during the past 2 months, this week seemed more manageable…early this week, while I was working at the office library area, I spot that many surrounding colleagues were smiling throughout the day to their own notebooks. Apparently they were not working but chatting happily at msn, haha, due to the unassigned status in this off-peak period. Before getting back to busy weeks soon, I simply committed myself to one day off today, completely lepak at home, alto there are still many pending tasks from me. This is as per the advice from the partner and manager during the recent training classes. They said that we have to commit ourselves to holidays and take some time out, since work will nvr end. 

Speaking of the recent trainings, I have learnt some new realities regarding an auditor’s life and career path, via the sharings of the superiors. The new realities have drifted me to worrying thoughts, if not sleepless nights….‘that’s just life。。。。路一直都在’~this is referred to the Eason Chan’s new song (《路一直都在》), I like this song, esp while driving on ROADs, J.  It will be cool when this song is played by radio fm during the journey back home from working. It is bcoz, while you are driving back home with a lost soul and tiring body (esp when the day is not ur day), u will feel that someone is encouraging you that路一直都在 and at the same time u see roads at the front:P…the immediate effect is that u will drive with more focused mind and more force, with sharper eyes, making a more accurate turn (w/t the song, I wouldn’t be making accurate turns??haha..depends..) and so on….. idiotic thoughts all I have izit??what to do…hey, if u like jacky cheung’s old songs, must try to play it while driving, u will find it damn nice…

Speaking of songs, recently there are many new songs that suit my preference, good for me. Besides,  I eventually paid my 1^st visit to sue choo and mying’s blogs on 16/9- their first working day and the supposed ‘sky change’ day. I read at office sumo, feeling good on the 1^st visit of their blogs. No doubt, blog is a very useful enabling tool for you to understand ur frens in further depth, even though u have known ur frens sufficiently long and u thought that u have known them enuf. For e.g., after reading choo’s blog, then only I know that she is a dreamy gal, haha…then that entire day I was ‘dream-working’,  thking of what her dreams are, what my dreams are..:P

Among all the material thgs that have happened in the past two months, nthg is any bigger than MY ELDER AND ONLY BROTHER’S WEDDING!!!Ya, he is finally 成家立室！

I have not been participating in the wedding preparatory stage as I could hardly have time for that. While they were bz renovating and decorating the house, buying necessary items, discussing abt the guest list and procedures, I was just sitting there doing my work, not able to give a piece of comment, regrettably. I was only in the swing of (wedding ) condition when I rushed to buy my costume for my bro’s wedding and bought it within 10 mins (geng leh?!), and rushed to buy boxes of beers and wines for my bro on the last day before his wedding on mid autumn day. 

In brief, his wedding was an ordinary and a pretty simple one. But the impact on me was great and I have a lot to highlight!:P

-my bro is a pretty tall and macho guy, so he easily looked good in his all white wedding suit. But it was too big for his size la and I duno why he couldn’t get the correct size…

-when he served the cup of tea to the empty chair beside my father, I guess his heart ached all of a sudden like my heart did…

-when every guest congratz him and my dad at the front of the restaurant, I had a genuine sense that a truly great and blessed event was happening at my door.

-when the wedding couple was entering the restaurant across the eyes of guests with the company of  the song-‘Forever £ӨV€’ by Gary Barlow, it was a superb touching moment and my heart melted:P! I know this song b4 the wedding and I so agreed with the resto’s choice of playing this song at that moment!

-then when they were requested to perform kissing show on the stage, my bro acted sporting. He led the bride and was trying to make her comfortable with the show. Hey, I was worried for him before the show u know, but he handled it smooth and fast,:P. …刮目相看, but more precisely, it was actually a high level of respect from me.

-observing the way he served and entertained the guests, it drew another piece of admiration from me towards him. To be frank, I know that he doesn’t like to socialize like that, he is just like me. But he executed the ‘duty’ with great effort.

-his gang of guy frens went onto the stage to sing a song for him. It was an old song both my bro and I like during our younger days, it was 谭咏麟’s 《朋友》. Surprisingly even the lil gal whom I have been mentioning in my blog sang it along with us, she knows it too! The gang purposely shouted out my bro’s name before they sang out the words ‘朋友’ as part of the lyrics. Actually there were a few frens out of the gang screwed up and did not go onto the stage. Then one of the frens on the stage said this to the few sitting there, ‘those who are not our frens, plz remain to be seated there la…just remain to be seated lah’. Wahahaa, so meant and cool, we all LOL for that. I have been seeing his this gang of frens since many years ago and have been enjoying listening to their meant jokes esp during their annual cny visits. Then there was also a funny but weird talk show performed by his one weird fren, haha, that one really made all the guests 摸不着头脑.

 

To me, throughout the wedding,  my bro was VERY MAN ah, via his actions, attitude, outlook and so on...not only I say so oh, even my relative expressed this to me at the end of the wedding… or perhaps 成家立室 itself is already a very MAN act and decision. I am very proud of him!

And, from that wedding, I have started to understand what a wedding ritual/ dinner mean. Prior to that wedding, I used to disagree with the Chinese’s complex and troublesome wedding rituals which I think are just the means to torture to the wedding couples, esp if they dislike socializing (like me, :P). I always tended to question why those ppl still wana put themselves into that trouble of organizing a formal wedding while they have already been aware of the trouble. But now, I kinda understand why…perhaps it is such an honour to own and experience this kind of ritual! When will we be able to experience this again if not on this occasion? once-in-a-life-time chance is given only (supposedly:P) and not everyone will have this opportunity…

 

One great thing to mention here, Yet Tyng’s bro had his wedding on the same day as my bro’s too…it proves that a strong fate is linking our families, don’t u thk so?:)

 

I think I can’t write any further, tired dy:P. Okay, last but nt least, I wish my bro and his wife will enjoy their new official status and new marriage life..and hope they will have their baby soon so that my dad can be upgraded. Seriously, the existence of a grandchild could bring about a big difference to the rest of my dad’s life. I do thk that that’s my bro and my responbility to provide that happiness to our dad. However, it will work better if my bro is to take up that responsibility..for all sorts of reasons la, haha. 

 

To my official sister-in-law:

You were a beautiful queen that day! You are a lucky gal as u have found a guy who will be very loyal to u for the rest of his life. I don’t see any possibility that he will find any other gals in his life lor, partially bcoz he will be lazy to find, hehe.

 

To my forever ‘Man’ bro:

Is True £ӨV€ the factor that has changed u from the bro who gave hard kicks on his younger sis’s leg in former days to someone who massages his partner’s legs nowadays??

I rmbr there was a moment when I felt like hugging u so tightly ever and cried into ur body, so as  to cry out the sole regret we both equally had in this wedding. Thanks for proving the world true £ӨV€ which many ppl and I still believe in.

 

Bye bye. Take care.

 

Forever Love
(Written by Gary Barlow)
love it has so many beautiful faces
sharing lives and sharing days
my love it has so many empty spaces
i'm sharing a memory now i hope that's how it stays
now i'm deep inside love and still breathing
she is holding my heart in her hand
i'm the closest i've been to believing this could be love forever
all throughout my life the reasons i've demanded
but how can i reason with the reason i'm a man
oh, oh yeah, ummm huh in a minute i'm needing to hold her
in an hour i'm cold, cold as stone
when she leaves it gets harder and harder to face life alone
now my dreams are filled with times when we're together
guess what i need from her is forever love
ooh, ooh yeah oooh umm oh, oh yeah
now i feel forever love oooh oh, i feel

 

 

Anybody wanna watch 'Red Cliff' with me?...besides my own wish, even bro recommended me to watch ler...i must watch it in july no matter what...

Today is Yet Tyng's Bday! Happy Bday, my dearest fren...miss ur smile, hopefully we can rili make our meet-up real...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Simply wana update with a joke from my lecturer in last Sunday’s lecture:

 

‘Which professional makes the best husband to marry? It is Archaeologists. It is because the older you have become, the more interested they are in you.’ LOL.

 

I just can’t forget this cool joke from him, hehe.

Tomorrow Happy Friday!

these two weeks = critical period...and when are all these gonna end ah?...

Have been racking my brain trying to come out with the analytical reviews that are most concise possible..not a productive day i can conclude:(..jia you!!!

One of my closer colleague has just resigned, sigh. Her resignation does evoke my feelings and some ideas in my mind...once resigned==>get out of the hell, but where to go then?... 

Yesterday client restricted our internet access, so upset by it..fortunately it has been recovered after we sounded to them today...and here am i to blog abit...

As requested by my senior, i am now being the 'music supplier' for our very own KARAOKE at the client's meeting room (where we work) by playing my collection of songs using the laptop...why is it a Karaoke? it is bcz we have been humming and singing together (with low voice of cz) along the songs for the whole today and yesterday..thanks to my senior's idea, it has improved the atmosphere to a great degree! My this senior is very cute la, she alwz likes to speak in a funny baby voice alto she has gt married and is being pregnant now..just watched her wedding photos which are very cutiee too!:) 

I am staying at Palm Garden Hotel located near to my client's place~Putrajaya Holdings this week plus next week instead of travelling back to home at late night. 7 of us staying...yet i prefer to stay home still..a bit homesick already...

Hopefully i can meet the deadline of the work so that my stress can be cut down...

All right la, let's have wishful thinking and hopefully lucky lady/ angel is at our side..lucksss!!!tc!

 

 

This year's Easter comes so early, do u agree? it was too early for me to remember my anniversary which falls on Easter, until a wish from my fren last Saturday night that startled me.

So, HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY  to myself lorr!!!Good job!(hmm, so far so good la:p)

On each of this anniversary, i tried to define this event, but I have not been able to come out with one good answer...this year, i would like to say it is An Adventure into a life aspect...when u have an adventure, u just could not be bothered with the outcome, results or answer...correct?...

Ya, Happy 3rd Anniversary to myself agn!Fantastic!(opps, excessive pride :P)

 

I must blog this b4 i start (unwillingly) 'indulging' in my work again later, cz once it has begun, the engine has to operate for very long hours...i feel so deprived esp when i needed to attend classes until 9:30pm on a Sunday yesterday:(

Being MMS today, the pain is expanding...killing la...

 

Rainy season now, u know why? it is attributed to "清明时节雨纷纷，路上行人欲断魂。借问酒家何处有？牧童遥指杏花村。", 很伤感...

 

M now working at Putrajaya Holdings (PjH) which is the developer of Putrajaya, the emperor of the city...

freaking cold here at client office due to its full-blast air-cond, wearing two blazers now ah..:P

damn sleepy now, cz slept very lil yday, feel like dream-working now...fortunately today i started to work on a new subsidiary file, less boring...

This morn i started officially driving my new car lorr...i enjoyed a lot a lot honestly, nt due to the new car, but due to the new driving experience...i am not so a car lover/ fans, but rather love driving, alto, YA, I KNOW, i dun drive skilfully, but it shudnt stop me from loving and enjoying driving...why do i love driving, there are reasons which i have no resource-time to elaborate here for the moment...but one of the reasons must be that driving with nice songs along is alwz that brilliant!

With the considerably lil practice on driving auto (i have been driving manual all these whiles), today i managed to drive smooth all the way from cheras to putrajaya, i feel abit thrilled:P, very geng i think, hahaha.. okok, i understand this is imspecial achievement, but when it happens on me, it would become extraordinary!

hunger haunting me now too...waiting for my senior to da bao maggie mee goreng from a mamak stall nearby, it has been yrs that i din taste maggie mee goreng from mamak..

my senior went back to her kampung-penang during the last weekend and she brought bek 2 boxes of tambun pia, wa, miss it!

till then, bek to my work and jacky cheung's old songs, his songs are so romantic that make me even more unclear-headed...

take care la, frens..miss u all...

 

 

p/s: honestly, putrajaya is very beautiful, tidy, clean, modern, well-structured, yet it is too ulu and silent...yet to take some pictures of the awesome govt office buildings and the unique bridge...

 

 

Wanted so much to drop at least a few lines here every day, but i really really can't make it...

 

What am i doing now? having my lunch at office, bought a pumpkin bun, i like pumpkin, but this pumpkin filling tastes weird:(..jus now was so starving due to bundle of rushing work in the morning, i tell u guys, the seniors are so bad, having been asking me to do stuff for them when they know i am working at office today, while i have my own mountaining work to complete!damn angry!  

 

what time can i go back home today, the question that has nvr failed to come across my mind for a few times every day...and i alwz dunno the ans...

 

Today working at REC division's office (while i belong to Services (SVS) Division), with almost all strangers around...this's my first-time working here, couldn't find an empty desk at SVS, it was so pre-occupied!

 

Listening and being addicted to 张韶涵's 《谁爱谁》， it is sweet and funny...

 

Still not fulled yet after working so hard in the morning, what else can i take??:P

 

i miss KLCC, MidValley,1 Utama, or any any good shopping complexes in KL, i have nt been there for very looong......when will i have time to go there? who can go with me then???

 

Ok, this is the most i can write for the moment....everybody take cares!missing everyone......including my home!

 

Have a beautiful day!:)

Today is Valentine’s Day! A Big Day to most of the youngsters, including me..

In order to allow my colleague to have a beautiful date today,  I have agreed with her, since last Monday, to release ourselves from the current superb ridiculous scary client at 5:30pm sharp this Valentine’s Day…but the work still tied us to 6:00 pm though. Anyway, it is considered as very early release still and I felt so contended. I tell u, we better don’t OT during the v-day, esp at office, because by doing so, everybody will be able to guess that u have no one to celebrate, :P.

On radio fm, among my collegues, Valentine’s Day has never failed to be the hottest and most frequent topic, haha. 

Along this week, my dad has been driving me to and back from office since my bro has been away for sister-in-law’s place in Teluk Intan with the car. I feel very hangfuk by being pampered with this service, after having been driving on my own lonely all these whiles, both after the tiring work and towards the stress in the morning.

Due to v-day, radio fm kept playing all kinds of love songs, I sang inside the car while my dad was discussing with me about the DJs lah, singers lah and S.H.E’s song~China Speech lah (yeah, again and again:P).

Although we might not have much to celebrate during this day, but it is not strange that we sometimes will be ‘conditioned’ by it, right? Perhaps I am still young and thereby, taking this kind of festival with extra attention.

 

Valentine’s Day is Beautiful itself (don’t u think so?).

Wishing u all “Fall In Love, All Over Again”!

 

Later 12am will be the vital moment for those Hokkiens to celebrate their biggest day out of the cny..should be able to see some neighbours celebrating with complex rituals gua..

 

Very sleepy but cannot sleep, suffering…Bye!  

 

 

 

P/S: Oh ya, there was a lion dance at my client's office in Kepong, alto my client is actually an English. It was so loud and noisy yet happening. Lion dance on Valentine's Day, what an incorrect match, :P.